I just wanted to say that this isn’t like typical blogs I’m
not going to bore you with a tragic love story that will always work out in the
end. This is merely my dairy, a chance to say the words I never dared to say,
the emotions I never dared to show, the sorrows I never dared to share. You see
I am what I like to call a “backup friend” I’m not someone first option to call
when they are going out or someone to keep in touch with basically I’m always
the last option. you can say I’m a loner but the problem is I never chose to be
one it just happened and sadly its something I cant control. I’m that girl who
is always taking the picture but never in the frame. I always wanted to have my
group of friends who I can share anything with talk to 24/7 but I’m not as
fortunate as most bas el 7mdillah 3ala kil 7aal :) I have this blog now w inshallah by3aw’9ni 3an the friends I never had
xoxo
Um Shahad